I recently learned one of my favorite hangouts burned down. This was my little way of remembering fond memories. Anyway... enjoy.
Pass you
by
--Will
Malone
In
the scorching heat of day, the humidity was suffocating. Now, with
the sun pushing lower to the horizon, people were starting to emerge
from their air conditioned refuge. As I pulled open the worn screen
door, Calypso music drifted to me from hidden speakers. Bruce the
bartender nodded to me and continued washing glasses behind the bar.
Oversize wooden spools that formally held power cables served as
tables. Mismatching stools surrounded the peeling wood panel bar.
Without asking what I'd like, Bruce pours me a Red Stripe from the
tap and serves it in a mason jar. Perhaps I should wait for the
others in the rattan chair in the corner, instead of sitting at the
bar.
“Where
did you get that shark jaw, Bruce?”
“Caught
that off Key West back in the sixties,” he said with a smile. “Got
that shell on the same trip too.” motioning to the leatherback
turtle shell near the shark teeth. “Trophies of a bygone era.”
“Hey,
don't get like that old man,” came a voice from the door. “Look
who it is... Stevie Wonderbread. You finally showed up.”
Nobody
called me that nick name anymore. Turning to see who stood in the
front door, I almost spit my beer out. “Chris, you fat pollack, get
over here and buy me a beer, You made me spill mine.”
Chris
and I hugged each other like the old friends we were. Bruce actually
came out from his usual roost behind the bar and set two freshly
poured beers down for us.
“You're
looking good, man,” Chris said as he sipped his brew. “How ya
been?”
“It's
been too long Chris. Is everybody coming? I didn't think I'd get
here.”
Chris
shrugged. “You never know who'll show up. But now that you're here,
I'll bet the whole Maple hill gang crashes this place.”
“I've
missed you man,”
“Next
time, don't move to California,” Chris said.
Tilting
my head up so I could see the oversize rattan chair back, I could
almost imagine being down in Key West... or better yet, some lost
island in the Bahamas. The palm trees and Bruce's Caribbean souvenirs
certainly helped the illusion.
“Typical.”
another voice sounded from the door as the screen clapped shut. “You
bums started without me.”
“Dave,
quit your bitching and pull up a stool.”
“My
two oldest friends are fighting like the bitchy girls they are,” I
said.
Dave
sat down on a semi-sturdy chair and made himself comfortable. This
time Chris brought three mason jar Red Stripes. “Only the best
toilet paper coasters for my friends,” he said.
Setting
the beers down, Chris gazed over my shoulder before breaking out in a
grin. “Here's one I haven't seen in a while.”
Turning
to where Chris had looked, I saw a group of faded pictures on the
wall. One in particular caught my attention. The people in the
picture were hoisting their glasses up in a toast. Friends and peers
long forgotten. Scrawled on the bottom in blue ink were the words;
Xmas '88. Looking closer, I found what I was searching for. There I
sat in the corner with one arm around a girl, stein of beer raised in
the other hand. The office Christmas party. We were celebrating the
completion of a project that had to be done before the new year. The
girl in the photo looked up seductively at my turned away face.
“Hey,
what ever happened to you and that girl,” Dave said. “You must
have gotten lucky that night.”
Honestly,
I didn't know. The face with the gorgeous green eyes and long hair
that I found attractive in girls. You'd think I'd remember getting
laid. For the life of me, I couldn't recall her name.
“Hey
Dave,” Chris called out. “Do you remember this chick's name?”
as he pointed to the faded picture. Dave leaned in for a closer
inspection.
“Wow.”
“What
is it?” I asked.
“I
can't believe you had that much hair back then.”
The
three of us fell back into our seats laughing. “That maybe true,
but G looked good in a dress.” Pausing in momentary surprise, I
realized that I remembered something. “Her name began with a G.”
“That
it?” Chris said. His eyes seemingly held some vital piece of
information back. I knew him too well. Generous to a fault, lousy
poker face.
“For
now,” I said.
“Don't
worry about it,” Dave said casually. “It'll come to you.”
Chris
wanted to change the subject. “So tell us what's been going on in
your life man.”
“Well,
not much to talk about,” I admitted. “Moved away, had a few
kids... I came back a few times though. As a matter of fact, the last
time I was here...” cold realization washed over me. Chris visibly
held his breath, clearly awaiting the next words out of my mouth. “Go
on.” He prompted.
“The
day I gave your eulogy.”
Chris
nodded. “It was a beautiful service. Nice touch, by the way.”
“What
are you talking about?”
“You
and shmuck face,” pointing to Dave. “Snuck a bottle of wine into
my arms before they closed the casket.”
At
that moment I needed a drink. Something strong to calm my growing
apprehension... and all I had was this lousy beer! My hands fell
slack as memories began sifting to the fore of my consciousness.
Chris had always been overweight. One winter day, he fell on the ice
as his strained heart beat for the last time, never to get up again.
For a moment, I didn't see the portly adult he'd become. My mind's
eye recalled the stocky pitcher of our high school baseball team who
threw a no hitter during the playoffs.
“Ah,
that's more like it,” Chris said soothingly. He straightened in his
seat, gray hair returning to it's original shade of brown. Gone was
the middle age man who stood welcoming me to my favorite hangout. A
much younger version of Chris sat smiling as he reached for his beer.
“Hope
I don't get carded in here.” He winked conspiratorially while
sipping his drink.
Turning
to Dave I asked, “Are you dead too? Am I dead? Is this a dream?”
“Answer
that question yourself.” Dave replied evenly.
“Gloria
and I couldn't make your funeral,” I said. “She was undergoing
chemo treatment for breast cancer.”
Dave
slowly nodded.
Tears
burst from my eyes as I sought out the the hand of my long lost
friend. “I am so sorry.”
“It's
okay,” he said. “I understand.”
Feelings
of sadness and joy mixing together in an eruption of emotion was too
much for me to bear. Hiding my face behind my trembling hands, I
sought to bring my feelings under control.
A
nudge at my right knee demanded my attention. Looking down, my eyes
fell on flowing locks of golden yellow hair.
“Snoops?”
My
old dog Snoops licked my hand in recognition, tail wagging fiercely.
“He
comes in every so often,” Dave said. “Looking for you.”
“I'm
dead aren't I?”
If
anyone could give me a straight answer, it would be my two dearest
friends.
“Buddy,”
Chris gently placed his hand on my shoulder. “We've all been
waiting for you. You finally found your way here.”
“So
is this...” The question died in my mouth before it could stumble
past my teeth.
“This
is where you were the happiest,” Dave said.
More
memories sprang from the murky depths. “This place,” I said. “It
burnt down years ago.” Both my friends nodded silently.
“Where's
Gloria?” I asked. “You said the whole gang would show.”
Chris
slowly shook his head and held up his hands. Dave cleared his throat,
getting my attention.
“She
always hated bars,” Dave said. “She only came in here that one
time because of you.” he indicated the picture on the wall.
Snoops
choose that moment to retreat out the front door. As the screen door
gently slapped after his retreating tail, I knew where the love of my
life would be.
“She's
waiting outside for you buddy,” Chris said. “Welcome to the
club.”
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